Saturday, July 18, 2009

Where is My Mind?

Today I woke up feeling like I hit a brick wall. This might be a CFS flare up. Who knows anymore. I've had a migraine just about all day. It started off silent; meaning I just had aura and confusion. No pain. I had to run some errands to prep for my upcoming trip. The main thing I wanted to do was go to the banks. I needed to deposit my MK money. Last week I broke my all time sales record! I sold nearly $700! I needed to deposit the funds. I also needed to go to my bank with my savings to take out some travelers checks. I have my savings account for money in a pinch. This is so I don't spend every dime I have so when I need extra for a trip or an unexpected bill, it's there.
Well, I got to the bank to take the money out. I must've left my car key on the table where I filled out my withdrawal slip because once I was leaving I didn't have it. Then another customer was nice enough to tell me someone had asked if someone was missing car keys. I never heard it. The bank was noisy and I have a hearing loss that makes hearing in crowded noisy places difficult. So, thanks to her, I found my car key. A few hours later, I saw I had a missed call and voice message. Why I never heard my phone ring is beyond me. I must need to make the ringer even louder. It was the bank. They didn't say what it was about, but only that it was very important that I call back. Well, of course by the time I got the message they were closed. It was then that I realized, I didn't have my travelers checks! I either dropped them or left them sitting there. I totally remember puttng them into my purse; however, they aren't there. I'm beginning to wonder if I'm brain damaged. Seriously. The migraines are getting worse and more intense and when I have them, my brain does not function properly.
I went to Sam's Club w/ Hubby and felt like I was going to collapse the whole time. My head was starting to pound by that point. When we got home from the store I went to sleep on the couch for about 2 hours. I still have the migraine. I haven't taken Excedrin yet. I'm not even sure it's here with me. I had it with me at my parents' house and I may have left it there. I'm trying to cut back on the Excedrin anyway because at the rate I'm going I will have no liver by the time I'm 40!
I can only hope tomorrow is better.

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